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Tabletop Terrain for Cheap - PoorHammer 40k
Showing off my growing collection of scratch built terrain pieces! I spent a grand total of $20 dollars to make all this terrain with much more on the way. Make it cheap, make it free, make it look amazing on the table and let the battles begin.
PoorHammer 40k is my creative approach to the tabletop miniature game Warhammer 40,000. 40k is REALLY expensive! I'm just trying to make the game a fun experience without blowing a hole in my wallet.
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Ork Objective Markers - PoorHammer 40k
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I dove into my bitz box and bashed together some Ork Objective Markers. Its been a while since my last video, but that doesn't mean I haven't been busy building and painting! Stay tuned for some more PoorHammer 40k models and Battle reports! Never heard of PoorHammer? Its my cheapskate alternative to purchasing pricy Games Workshop models for Warhammer 40k. Website: NewVintageFilm.com Twitter: ...
For Want of a Mother - Director and Producer Commentary
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We sit down with Cindy Gillman from RangerLady.org to talk about her involvement in my short documentary, 'For Want of a Mother'. As with any commentary track, we talk about the making of the film and we go completely off track occasionally. Enjoy! RangerLady: www.rangerlady.org New Vintage Film: www.newvintagefilm.com
For Want of A Mother - A Short Adoption Documentary
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Cindy was adopted as a child and has spent the next 40 years looking for her biological family. Hear her tell the story of her journey toward finding her family. Learn more: www.rangerlady.org Learn more about the filmmaker: www.newvintagefilm.com

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  • @mossyoakmom8880
    @mossyoakmom8880 2 місяці тому

    What a great video. My mom was raised by a step mom after her mother left and living in an orphanage for a few years. She had big scares from her childhood. My mom had 7 kids and I’m the youngest. I wish I was older and able to help her get the storms of life. She was very loving and gave her life to her kids with no help for the most part from anyone. She past away in 2010. I think of and miss her everyday.

  • @aliceczyz7104
    @aliceczyz7104 4 місяці тому

    Stopped looking at after a few minutes. I interpreted everything OPPOSITE to what she did. Her mom did her job perfectly.

  • @faithzulu3638
    @faithzulu3638 6 місяців тому

    Adoption is Wonderful but no matter what the kids will look for their parents.

  • @SallySmith-up3dp
    @SallySmith-up3dp 8 місяців тому

    I love your story of survival!

  • @gordonmccreadie2008
    @gordonmccreadie2008 10 місяців тому

    God bless you mate,💙felt and may he bless you richly in all his goodness, love mercy and grace for all your years ahead,all your friends and family.

  • @tpbarron
    @tpbarron 11 місяців тому

    It's great to include God. Why not? It is your experience. No one can take that from you. ❤ That was so good. very interesting commentary.

  • @arcturius978analistadelmis6

    Excelente.

  • @gayewillis1965
    @gayewillis1965 Рік тому

    What a great film! Thank you.

  • @janeblake5083
    @janeblake5083 Рік тому

    Thank you - You tell your story in such a straight forward and honest .manner. Your determination to find your birth family is enviable and so worth it in the end.

  • @pointpleasant6708
    @pointpleasant6708 Рік тому

    I have worked in foster care/adoptions for many years. You are absolutely right that you would not have survived living with your biological family which was a great insight on your part. No family is perfect. Adoption causes such a hole in the soul of many adoptees but deep love also can come from a healthy adoption. As you say, life can be complicated. I am sure this meeting with your mother and sister settled some of your feelings of loss. A wonderful story.

  • @Snewsnaija
    @Snewsnaija Рік тому

    People feel when they are adopted the child cannot be disciplined. Is it a crime to put a child in his or her place so that they can do the right thing?When a child is discipline they feel it was because she was adopted. This is the main reason why many people don't want to adopt. No matter what you do to please some children, they just feel it isn't enough.

  • @khanhle2173
    @khanhle2173 Рік тому

    Beautiful story

  • @rosamundmundy6966
    @rosamundmundy6966 2 роки тому

    💕

  • @cathydenton1915
    @cathydenton1915 2 роки тому

    Cindy God has guided and directed your life. It may not have been perfect but it was and is your life. It made you who you are today. It has made you a fighter, made you strong. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @patriciaperry7606
    @patriciaperry7606 2 роки тому

    You gave a beautiful testimony! Thank you so much. Thank you Love and God Bless 🙏

  • @davidmichael9820
    @davidmichael9820 2 роки тому

    Cans, bottles and electrical stuff

  • @madebyeloise3126
    @madebyeloise3126 3 роки тому

    ❤️

  • @myralatham189
    @myralatham189 3 роки тому

    As you say not an easy subject to talk about. Thank you for sharing.

  • @Techier868
    @Techier868 3 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing.... may God bless you all!🙏🏽🙌🏽

  • @tpbarron
    @tpbarron 3 роки тому

    I like this lady, she gets it.

  • @more-or-less-it
    @more-or-less-it 3 роки тому

    i play DnD but im here bc "poorhammer"

  • @Pixlanta
    @Pixlanta 3 роки тому

    Wow, what a wonderful woman...her journey is such a testament to forgiveness and acceptance.

  • @joannclupper7902
    @joannclupper7902 3 роки тому

    Thank you. This story was told with feeling from the heart. It was so gratifying to hear that an older sister could not help you, but you could help your older sister. Life is what we make it.

  • @MathildaFlow
    @MathildaFlow 3 роки тому

    What a weird doctor.

  • @mikerobertson2682
    @mikerobertson2682 3 роки тому

    Excellent documentary. Thanks for sharing.

    • @RangerLadyGillman
      @RangerLadyGillman 3 роки тому

      Brady Gillman did an amazing and excellent job of creating this piece.

  • @RangerLadyGillman
    @RangerLadyGillman 3 роки тому

    On October 20, 2020 it will the 20th Anniversary of my Adoption Reunion with my Birth-Mother and older Sister on my Biological Maternal side of my families. It’s been a good journey.

  • @Lovinlife1234
    @Lovinlife1234 3 роки тому

    How in the hell would a doctor ask a stupid insensitive, ignorant question like that!!!???...I would have blown my stack if that was asked to my kids...

    • @RangerLadyGillman
      @RangerLadyGillman 3 роки тому

      It was a different time then. I’m old. It was in the early 60’s.... manslpaining by way of question I suppose.

  • @topdownpainting6511
    @topdownpainting6511 3 роки тому

    14seconds in and I see glucose tablet tube vent. I have been trying to some up with some use for these!

  • @anonymousposter3570
    @anonymousposter3570 3 роки тому

    Not too bad for a beginner.... Keep practicing.

  • @guylawrance2216
    @guylawrance2216 3 роки тому

    The basic ideas are sound enough but your weathering, basing and finishing has some room for improvement. Some time spent watching tutorials on washing and dry brushing techniques and rust streaking would pay dividends. A bit of graffiti and a few rivets may help too. Everything is just that little bit too clean and ‘ unlived in’ looking.

  • @lighteningbug7
    @lighteningbug7 4 роки тому

    “ I know without the shadow of a doubt that God is in everyone’s lives and he is guiding our path.” 😭🙏🏼 I needed to hear this right now!

  • @313girl5
    @313girl5 4 роки тому

    What a story!! Thank you for sharing. You really need to write a book for others.

    • @RangerLadyGillman
      @RangerLadyGillman 3 роки тому

      I do need to write this book...but so daunting it seems. Thanks for the nudge.

    • @313girl5
      @313girl5 3 роки тому

      @@RangerLadyGillman I've written a book and believe me it is therapeutic. I needed that nudge too and it worked 😄

  • @susanodendaal7019
    @susanodendaal7019 4 роки тому

    My heart breaks for you with so much love to give. May you always feel the love of God. Remember that He is always with you and that He will always love you

    • @RangerLadyGillman
      @RangerLadyGillman 3 роки тому

      I do. And He does. Still. To this moment. Thank you for your very kind words.

  • @saranagh7097
    @saranagh7097 4 роки тому

    Millions of thank youse, sista. I one adoptee myself.

  • @deaconchristian6780
    @deaconchristian6780 4 роки тому

    One way I make my terrain is by deconstructing old nerd guns and using the mechanical bits as buildings

  • @mikey65dean
    @mikey65dean 4 роки тому

    I wasn’t adopted but grew up with very little contact with my father not know much about my fathers family. I’m now 54 and have found second cousins first cousins aunt and uncle. I even imagined to find cousins that my cousin had been looking for for 30 years

  • @flowersflowers5070
    @flowersflowers5070 4 роки тому

    You are a very special person. I'm sorry that your heart hurt for years but thankful to God that you were finally able to meet your family. God is good.

  • @kathykent2167
    @kathykent2167 4 роки тому

    There is a verse in an old Rolling Stones song that goes “you don’t always get what you want but you get what you need” Thank God you were rescued through your adoption I bless you for sharing your story.🙏

    • @RangerLadyGillman
      @RangerLadyGillman 3 роки тому

      Yep, life is real and sometimes it’s real hard. And He has shown me how to show up for it! Thanks for the kind words.

  • @connortremeer1966
    @connortremeer1966 4 роки тому

    Old computer towers make good scraps for small stuff. Window screen makes good mesh catwalks, small computer cooling fans are great too. Straws and tubes as well. Just so many things to pick it's crazy.

  • @cindyrose5414
    @cindyrose5414 4 роки тому

    WOW! Hope you’ve found your safe space! Your adoption secret was to have a special bond between you and your adoptive Mom, sorry you missed it. I’m glad you found your biological Mom but now it makes sense about your mental awareness. How can you compare your two Moms? Sad. GOD Bless you, your bio Mom, Sister, Brother and adoptive parents (for they saved you).

    • @RangerLadyGillman
      @RangerLadyGillman 3 роки тому

      There’s so much more to this story that wasn’t shared on the video. The comparison was relevant, both suffered mental illness. It’s just that one had lots of material possessions and the other had none. Yet the one without had joy and knew how to choose it. The other just could not get past her sorrows.

  • @emeraldgypsyheart
    @emeraldgypsyheart 4 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing your story. My adopted mom is bi-polar schizophrenic and had bought what she thought she wanted to be “normal”. She couldn’t have children but my dad (adopted) had boys from his first marriage. I was the “prize”... she bought me. But as a kid I promised I would never look for my biological family. I don’t remember being “pushed” to not search but in 2018 I broke that promise and could never imagine my story. My birth mother had an affair while her husband was in Korean. My mom has always told me that my birth mom was given a choice, her husband or me and she chose her husband... and my mom would always say that “they were probably no longer together”... how would she “know” this? Because she KNEW my birth parents! They ran in the same circles and my biological father would marry one of my adopted mom’s uncles. I didn’t think I’d ever meet my birth mom... the ironic this is we DID meet. My birth mother and her two older children moved to small time Mississippi and in 1988 I became acquainted with the town as my ex-husband was from that town. While out to eat in this small town where no one but myself and my them boyfriend (now Ex-husband) knew I was adopted one of my ex’s cousins pointed out that our waitress and I could be related we looked so much alike... that was my biological mother!!! I also unbeknownst to me met my half brother who was a part time sheriff in the adjacent town... he came to my in-law’s to pick up a donation and we were visiting. I missed out on meeting both of my biological parents. In 1994 I remember telling my then husband that something felt off that day... I would learn 20+ years later that that’s when my biological mother passed away from complications of having a meningaloma the size of a golf ball from her brain... I have the same “anomaly”... it’s only 4mm tho. My biological father died in 1987 and no one I have found knows why/how he died... and I have been unsuccessful in contacting anyone from that part of my linage. Was also told I was Italian. Nope. Irish, Norse. It explains why I could drink grown men under the table. LOL My mom Will always be my mom. Mental illness included. That doesn’t mean that she’s not stubborn she hasn’t spoken to me in nearly 7 years. But deeply I know that it is the mental illness that has brought us to this impasse. She turned 80 years old just yesterday (February 10, 2020) Does this mean that I forgive her for the emotional, physical, mental abuse… I don’t know because it was my normal.

  • @utubebgay
    @utubebgay 4 роки тому

    ha, love the fallout billboard... and the rest. very cool, creative terrain pieces

  • @lindseyarnold1586
    @lindseyarnold1586 4 роки тому

    Being adopted can be hard, but a god has nothing to do with it.

  • @wladniem
    @wladniem 4 роки тому

    W O W.......LOVELY LADY

  • @lindamulholland8512
    @lindamulholland8512 4 роки тому

    You are so strong ! May you be blessed ! Hearing your story is so sad ! I have my own story but it is so long and depressing i will not get in to it !

  • @donnariddle5384
    @donnariddle5384 4 роки тому

    I love your story! Thank you so much for sharing! Blessings

  • @tippersmami
    @tippersmami 4 роки тому

    i took in my daughters best friend. her parents were addicts on meth. the daughter stayed with me from 15 and up. now her brother stays with me. he has adhd and is a handfull. we just go day by day. sometimes a person needs the youth as much as the youth needs a home. i took them in because I am the motherly type. i saw a need as well in them. i couldnt stand by and see the kids suffer. i understand your story but people who adopt have a lot of love to give.

    • @RangerLadyGillman
      @RangerLadyGillman 3 роки тому

      It was a different time. I am old now. All adoptive parents and birthmother have passed away. I Mark 20 years of adoption reunion this October.

  • @mrsseasea
    @mrsseasea 4 роки тому

    That’s just wrong, we adopted and let her know she has other parents, and now at 14 is in touch with them. “IT” should never be a “SECRET “..

  • @idontwanttopickone
    @idontwanttopickone 4 роки тому

    Someone from GW (or other games companies) should gift this man with some goodies! It's guys like this that are the pillars that hold up the base of the hobby and get others interested by showing you how easy and cheap it can be to start playing (aka pay GWs wages) Well done!

  • @msanaisa26
    @msanaisa26 4 роки тому

    Everything happens for a reason, I was reunited with my mom after 30 years and i’m 35 now... while getting to know my mom at my age now i notice she’s not the healthiest of person and that if she raised me i wouldn’t be alive today ( my mom is one of the coldest humans i’ve met in my whole entire life) i love her and forgave her but i’m happy that i was not raise by her (God Saved me from her and i’m Bless and Grateful for that) i tell God that now i understand and understand why everything makes sense now (God works in mysterious way and his ways are Always better)

    • @RangerLadyGillman
      @RangerLadyGillman 3 роки тому

      Yes things do happen for a reason. I wonder what her story was? Remember birth-mothers are stuck in their trauma at the time they birthed and relinquished you. Be kind and gentle but with boundaries.